My duality is enveloping me....
I feel so fucking useless. I failed to convince my parents to get me that handphone I want 4 months ago. 4 months later , its not what I want anymore. The person I love rejected me. I lost a good friend. I dont feel like living anymore. I wish my body would just crumble to dust. I want my soul to wander around freely without encumberances. I dont feel like giving a shit about anything around me....
Why am I typing this? hahahahahahaha......A good death would be dying in front of the dancing machine.....at least that is what I enjoyed doing.....hahahaha
posted by shade @ 7:46 AM
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SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!
Eeee... Anyone ever see an ah pek die at DDR machine or not?
lol, Zh die at PARA PARA machine. He don't play DDR. XD
who did you love?
You're some piece of work. You're right, you don't know why you wrote that and I don't think anyone else gives a damn either... However, if you really felt like dying, have the simple courtesy of not telling others. Your plans, if you have any, will be a lot smoother run because no concerned friends like me will try to convince you out of feeling like that.
Furthermore, what's with the sappy streak of late? You always found reason and solace in the myriad of eccentric interests you have your finger in. A friend and some chick who rejected you are nothing but money lost in investments for better R.O.Is in the future. The world's full of them unless of course those were the only two you had. If that was the case, then thanks for considering the other people you know like the ones who wrote in before me.
Get over it pal...
P.s: I do realise what I wrote here may be a little late but I need to let off steam myself; a favour you may return and judging from the things you write, I have a feeling you just might.
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